October

Of course it’s time for pumpkin spice lattes, falling leaves, and all of my favorite fall outfits — my layers of plaid, cozy oversized sweaters, fingerless gloves and fishnets… but it’s also so much more than that.

October is especially filled with a special kind of charm. Stepping into the autumn air feels like biting into a cool, crisp apple as warm nostalgia washes over me through waves of golden sunlight.

A feeling of hope, reminiscence, and also deep transformation. It’s the bridge guiding us into the waters of scorpionic energy. It’s like diving into the deep end, not of a pool but of myself.

It’s filled with times of death and rebirth. Sitting with the darkest parts of myself. Letting what is done be done and releasing my grasp of things that I’m holding onto so tightly. Likes the leaves, finding the will to surrender and fall, trusting that what emerges next will be so much better. Making space for the universe’s magic.

I remember the day I bought this eyeshadow palette. I was looking for a rainbow one and then as I saw that the name of this was called “Revolution”. I knew I had to have it since I felt very drawn to the spiritual message that I perceived

I was really happy with my makeup and my outfit on this day. Since moving to New York I’ve been spending more time getting ready. Before I used to barely even put makeup on, but being here inspires me to get back into it again.

I’ve been wearing my moldavite necklace almost every day. It’s a very energetically intense stone. It’s associated with major transformation and good fortune. It came from space from a meteorite crashing into earth estimated about 15 million years ago, making this stone all that more interesting to me. Trust me… I’ve been feeling the power of this crystal. If this is something that is speaking to you on some level I highly suggest researching deeper into Moldavite and searching for one at a crystal shop near you. Mine is from Variance, a jewelry store based in Santa Cruz specializing in crafting gorgeous, one of a kind pieces by working with rough gemstones.

Happy with this fall outfit, but I will say that fall in New York is a lot colder than in California. So I’ve been having to do a lot of layers on the chillier days

Wandering around West Village — one of my favorite neighborhoods in Manhattan